worthless

while savoring some couch snuggling..i asked lawrence..

"di na ba mahalaga yung time mo para sa kin? aba kailangan din naman kita kung pa'nong kailangan ka ng perfect world (the online game)."

lawrence: "yung time na kasama kita ay worthless."

i was rocked to the core. "anong worthless???"

lawrence looked puzzled and a bit scared. "di ba yun yung mga nasa card?"

okay..he meant priceless.

my dear lawrence...you are really funny at times.

i'm having a rockstar!

it's a baby boy for us!

last april 8, we went to the hospital for potchi's presentation (fyi, to know baby's overall condition - position, weight, heartbeat and gender of course).

aba, katatapat pa lang ultrasound device sa tyan ko e announce agad si doktora ng "boy"...baby boy si potchi. i swear i saw lawrence' face light up for he wanted a boy so much. "panalo sha," i said. natawa na lang si doktora. she knew we had a bet.

ako, oks lang naman although whenever i see baby girl outfits and accessories, naaaliw ako. but of course, long as healthy at normal si potchi, gender's the last issue.

so goodbye to lindrae sophia (for a baby girl sana)..law and i agreed to have another baby by 2012. hopefully, we'll have a girl by then.

now, we're just so happy and excited to see our potchi - our liam eliandre (from oasis' liam gallagher and eheads ely).

f-o-c-u----what's the next letter?

paid writing abiwitch. focus.

lately i've been browsing the net not for work or research but...tadah---ebay! and forums like girl talk wherein i get a lot of ideas about shopping and pregnancy:) (2 topics i'm into right now). all my closest buds know i'm no fashion-crazed. way back in college, i hardly press my clothes and wear the same jean for a week.

you guessed it right. i'm looking for diaper bags, cribs, clothes and all those stuff for potchi and me. it can be addictive i tell you. but fun!

so there. i could not help yenzi with our finances since i'm too knocked off with these stuff. as potchi's coming out gets nearer, i HOPE i can focus more on paid writing gigs so we can buy all those stuff i want.

what to do?

first off, since i can't totally eliminate my curiousity, i'll allow an hour or two for free browsing and spend the rest of my afternoon on projects.

two, i'll try to get better paying clients. since rockczar stopped asking for new articles, we've lost the budget for some bills.

three, i'll try to write more stuff for low-paying clients long as i have the time.

okay now. i feel less guilty.